"The men in my life..well
there aren't that many of them. My first kiss was with Brad, during the
summer holiday before I went to highschool. He wore braces...And in the
school band where I had to practice for everyday there was a boy with a
'Robert-Smith' haircut and a libido out of control. I really had to push
him away from me! I also had a harmless form of 'the groupie-disease'. I
was making out with the keyboardplayer of Fishbone, but when he started to
want more then just that I dumped him. He was pretty pissed off about that
by the way.
Then I met Tony during his audition for no doubt. He wore white sandals
and long wide white pants. He had his hair up very funky, kinda like
Prince. I had a thing for mysterious men, and he has a dark sence of
humor...for almost eight years we were inseperatable, but the relationship
got kinda out of balance. I saw us growing old together and he wanted more
space. He eventually ended up staying with me longer then he really
wanted. Then...in February '96 we went on tour with Bush. It was supposed
to be a three week tour, but it ended up being almost three months. And on
the third day of the tour I was sure about it: I was head over heals in
love with Gavin. I actually didn't want another musician, but oh well..
how big is the chance that I meet a decent 'normal' guy, who will love me
for who I am and not because of my money? We often say to eachother;'hey
sexy, give me a kiss!'..just like 'regular' people do. When we're together
we don't think about work and we can have fun and be ourselfs. Our first
summer together was the hottest summer of my life, litteraly and
figutarively speaking. It was my 'Summer of love'. Gavin is the man of my
dreams; he's so romantic that it can drive you crazy. And in additon to
all that he had a great body. Eventhough I don't really kick on that
usualy...."
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